all i keep thinking about is you, every minute every second of the day you even enter my dreams, the one place where i thought i could block you out. i just want you to know all the pain u caused me has paid of imaa stronger person now kos of you.. love is a dangerous game and i played that game and took that risk and iot was scary then you said you ‘loved’ me then i realise why people dispice love and says its a dangerous game. i trusted you and let my walls down when i shouldn’t of.. i gave my heart on a sleeve to you, i risked my heart being abused, torn and hurt by you and you still done all them things.. nearly a year of my heart being ripped constantly that its gotton to the stage where im scared theres hardly any peices to fix my heart with that theyve all been danged so much they arnt fixable :/ i think about you all the time i still care about you and love you like it was yesterday but im trying to be ME without YOU! even though its hard im trying to move on but you will always be in my heart and my first love that iw ill never forget about ever! weve shared so many different memories together weve laughed,cried,smiled everything together ive gone from seeing you everyday and having days planned to nothing and being so lost without you and not knowing what to do with myself but everyone says im so much more happier without you now and i dont know what to believe i was happy with you to soe extent but at times you made me feel like shit at times aswell, but maybe this is for the best, maybe we need to be apart to be happy, and you know when you love someone when you just want them to be happy even if that means them beign happy without you being apart of it, but at the end of the day i love you with all my heart and nothing or noone will ever change that ! </3
